I feel like a lot of you don't really understand what it is like in the position of Commissioner, you always act like this is so easy but its really not. I work as hard as I can for the PD and don't even get payed for this, I volunteer my time for the PD so you guys have the role play our server strives for I will agree the PD isn't the best Right now but it hasn't for ages even before me I am trying my best to fix the problems but these things take time, I have done a fair few things for the PD behind the scenes but I don't boast about it or go around telling people what i've done because it doesn't matter. I know most of you wont see the changes I make as its usually to do with High Command as thats what I mainly deal with as Commissioner.
Im actually not cocky about my position at all I've never gone around saying that im better than people because im commissioner and the only reason I gave myself the Australian Police Medal of Distinguished Service is because its just another colour label on my trello card other than that its useless to me as I hand it out as something for officers to strive for and be honoured to receive, if you would like I could take my name of the wall of Honours doesn't matter to me.
As for why im not going to step down its not because im scared that I wont make this position again, I made Superintendent 3 times before I got this so gaining rank isnt my worry even so I wont care what rank I am as I would have stepped down for a reason, I wont step down yet because I am enjoying this position and seeing the slow changes to a better PD is the best thing it may not be quick but it is happening which I am proud of being that the PD was falling so bad before me and I've only been able to stabilize it recently.
I know there will always be people who will hate me in this position and don't agree with the way things are run you see as I have stated before IA doesn't run the PD me and the High Command do.
Garry im sorry I was accepted into IA at Snr Constable and you never did, Im sorry that I was Given commander of IA at Sergeant, Im sorry that in the absence of a Commissioner I was given the task of ensuring the the PD was following conduct and Im sorry that I had no control over my position in the PD or IA as I was added by the Commissioner bill and given Commander by Commissioner Beau I am sorry.